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Reflections on ALIM 2006
"Ok... ALIM 2006... I gotta tell you... it's
been awesome... honestly, before my arrival; I didn't have
a clue as to what I should expect. Coming from abroad (Abu
Dhabi, U.A.E), I was obviously hesitant with the fact that
I'd be interacting with a crowd who have been living in
completely different conditions... but I must say, its been
absolutely incredible. The bonds I've made with the guys
down here will truly last a life time, Inshallah.
About the course itself, well, the fact that it concentrated
on three aspects of learning (intellectual, spiritual and
textual) rather than what I expected, which was one aspect
(textual), really took me by surprise. It started off with
a bang by Dr .Jackson… being himself and getting right
down to business with the Seerah of the Prophet Muhammad
(S.A.W). The initial encouraging burst of enthusiasm amplified
through Dr. Jackson really did set the tone for things to
come.
To come was a series of talks by such distinct, intellectual
and unique individuals, who really strive for knowledge
(not only knowledge of Islam, but knowledge in its entirety),
which really did broaden my view on Islam. Not only did
ALIM enrich me with knowledge, but equipped me with the
intellect and mental strength to apply this knowledge to
present day issues and conflicts facing Muslims.
Alongside the scholars' classes, the social aspects of ALIM
are really something which will remain with me for a lifetime,
Inshallah. Being able to mix with people from different
backgrounds, from literally all over the world, was an experience
which will be difficult to forget. And to be honest, the
ease with which we were able to mix and bond really caught
me by surprise. (The frequent soccer and wrestling was awesome
guys!)
Another surprising venue of knowledge which I was able to
drive past thanks to ALIM was the different areas of Islam
within Islam. Confused? So was I… I'm actually referring
to sects within Islam. We had the chance to get an in depth
view of the beliefs of "different" Muslims, and
how we as a community should or shouldn't act or react.
All in all, the entire ALIM team not only endowed us with
sheer knowledge, but made us think and decide for ourselves,
leaving us with a killer combination… knowledge and
an open mind."
~ Adil Yusuf
Bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem
Al-Hamdulillaah wa Salaatu wa Salaam ala Rasooli-laah
"When I reflect on my experience at ALIM 2006,
I think of new horizons up ahead, and the challenges of
the future for us as Muslims in America. With the Prophet
(saw), the Sahabah, and the generations that followed as
a backdrop, knowing that we will never even come to their
shoe tops. However, with what we have had deposited in us
by our beloved scholars we can at least rest in the awareness
that just walking under the bar that has been set for us
by them, we can hopefully make a better life for ourselves
as Muslims and contribute something special to our families,
our communities, and our nation. Let this be our prayer
and let their be no turning back. "
~Abu Muhammad
ALIM ALIM ALIM- An ALIM grad ought to know better
"An ALIM grad ought to know that life is too short,
too wonderful and too complicated to engage in useless conversations.
An ALIM grad simply listens and understands that they are
not the only tree in the forest. An ALIM grad is empowered
with a scholar’s mind, a mind that resonates with
years of experience, learnedness, and patience: a mind of
Shaykh Ali, Imam Muneer, and Dr. Jackson.
An ALIM grad is now content with what Allah requires
of him, and is pleased to serve him. An ALIM grad starts
his journey grasping for air and ends the journey inhaling
pure clean intoxicating air.
As an ALIM Grad my experience was fulfilled with a
love and content of Allah, Islam, The Prophet (pbuh), its
history, contributions, and the manifestations that came
about from the classroom extending to the dorm rooms. I
not only learned what is required to be a Muslim but also
as a human and what it means to be part of the human experience.
This past month will always echo in my actions and
understanding of my life. The life long brotherhood and
the opportunity to develop relationships with the scholars
was what made this month one of the most memorable of my
life"
~ Adam Motiwala
In the name of Allah the most Beneficent and the most
Merciful. The Creator and Sustainer.
"It is in Him that I seek refuge and it is Him
that I find solace. It is only He who is worthy of worship
and it is only He who is free of any need or partner.
The value of time is priceless; no matter how hard
we search it is something that one can never gain more of.
What is allotted to us is allotted to us. It is this characteristic
of time which makes it so valuable and yet so wasted.
But this month at ALIM is something that, inshaAllah,
will not be of the category of wasted time. The bonds that
one makes here are worth the time spent to attain them.
And the perspective one gains will, iA, be of benefit.
For indeed a time will come when we will desire more
time, but it will be too late. And indeed a time will come
when we seek the comforts of our world but they will be
of no avail. Because from the moment we are born we are
constantly being chased by death, and if there is a universal
amongst humanity it is surely that everyone must face death.
As such, any time spent increasing in eman will be of benefit.
Because 3 things follow you to your grave but only 1 remains.
Your family and wealth accompany you to your resting place
but as soon as the dirt covers your body they leave you,
but our deeds, good or bad, remain with us. iA this last
month can be of those deeds that will be a joy for us. Not
only in this life but in the hereafter as well.
And if I have wronged anyone then forgive me, and if
you feel as if I have wronged you then please forgive me
for it was not my intent to do so. May Allah raise us amongst
His righteous slaves, and may we meet again, in the best
of this world and in the best of the hereafter."
Ws
~ One of your brothers from cali.
Assalaamu alaikum
"My ALIM experience was a really pleasurable
one and its benefits came two fold. I was privileged enough
to meet some amazingly nice brother’s from all over
America and even some from different parts of the world
and I think that was the most pleasant part of the whole
trip. But also being able to sit with some very knowledgeable
teachers was also amazing and to sit and listen to their
views and gain from their knowledge is something that I
would prescribe on anyone who is at all interested in the
beauty of Islam.
The program stresses often that it is not here to give
the students an Imam boost, rather a different insight into
Islam, however it sure left me wanting to do more for Islam
and the different views and opinions I received allows me
to take it back to where I came from. I feel really happy
that there are so many amazing brothers and sisters who
are striving for the best interest of the religion and I
pray Allah rewards them with the highest levels of Jannah.
I am already sad with the idea of going home - the
nature of spending time with those whom you get close to
and sitting with the teachers naturally binds you together.
I will be really sad when I have to leave these guys. I
have grown to love them dearly and made some great friends.
I hope that I will be able to see them again and keep in
close contract."
~ Assad (London)
"My major reason for coming to ALIM 2006 was because
I felt that the knowledge I had as an American Muslim was
sorely lacking, especially for one who wishes to make a
positive impact in this society. For example, I was completely
unable to follow the basic terminology that people throw
around in lectures and halaqas, whether they refer to sects,
fiqh, history, or anything else. Additionally, I felt totally
inadequate defending or explaining our beautiful deen when
I talked to non-Muslims, especially on the more controversial
issues. As a result of my lack of understanding, my spirituality
and overall confidence was at an all-time low, and I knew
that I needed to do something to help myself.
While ALIM did give me a lot of the background knowledge
I was searching for, it also endowed me with many other
things that I didn’t expect. For example, ALIM gave
me the ability to think critically about many of the concerns
within Islam. All of the students also benefit strongly
from the lecturers that make this program possible, especially
Dr. Jackson, Dr. Fareed, and Shaykh Ali, who are some of
the most dynamic personalities I have ever encountered.
Finally, the sense of brotherhood that one finds here far
surpassed anything I could have asked for, and I will keep
in touch with the friends I made here long after the program
ends. To be completely honest, I have never had a better
sense of the potential Islam has than during my experience
at ALIM 2006. "
~ Fareed Riyaz
"The knowledge and wisdom I have acquired at ALIM will
be so beneficial in the future. This program did more than
just bombard me with tons of Islamic facts, but actually
opened my mind up to new ways of thinking. All of the core
scholars possess unique qualities that made them essential
elements to the program. Dr. Jackson with his dynamic speech,
sincerity, and practicability on Islamic application, Sheikh
Ali with his supreme humbleness and grandfather-like wisdom
(“You can’t not love Sheikh Ali”), and
Dr. Fareed with his incredible intelligence and expansive
historical knowledge.
The scholars opened my eyes up to the human elements
of Islamic history and made me realize that not all of it
was so glorious. Muslims have been taught this selective
sanctified history that wasn’t always true. I have
learned the place for tolerance and diversity within Islam
that I didn’t know existed. The program has left me
with a new sense of courage, and moral balance. I am more
comfortable and able to encounter non-Muslims as well as
Muslims with different practices. Dr. Jackson really makes
a lot of sense when he explains that we have to be real
Muslims and stop living these Islamic ideals. I will never
forget his quote, “We have to be real and work towards
the ideal, because if were living an ideal, life will force
the real out of you” The program helped me to understand
that in life, there are
many ways of doing things, and Islam is no exception. Inshallah,
I will be able to take the wisdom I have learned and better
my self, my community, and in the end become close to Allah."
~ Hanif Abdul-Majeed
"ALIM is a great program that is unmatched in its engaging
and thoughtful education of Islam. ALIM opened my mind and
heart to a whole new realm of Islamic knowledge, thinking,
and attitude about Islam and Humanity, which differed in
many respects to what I had been fed throughout the many
years of Sunday schools and Islamic conventions. In ALIM
I had an excellent opportunity to learn about the “inside
track” of what Islam was and is really about in this
day and age. By that I mean that I received an unadulterated
true account on a lot of topics ranging from the sahabah
to the prophet. I learned through formal and informal methods
about Islam and our role in this society. I enjoyed the
personal time that I spent with the scholars in which they
would divulge wisdom and knowledge that I tried to soak
up to use when I got back home. Where else can you get this?
I enjoyed the time I spent with my brothers playing basketball,
soccer, ping pong, or pool. Before I arrived at this program
I thought playing games was the last thing I would do however
it became something like a routine. The trips to other mosques,
restaurants, and landmarks were awesome. It gave me a new
perspective on the diversity of Dearborn and Detroit.
The real fun comes in the classroom and meeting people from
all over the world who have come for a common cause: learning
Islam. I really enjoyed ALIM because it gave me a bigger
picture of Islam and our true role in society. I enjoyed
the teachers who were not oblivious to the realities we
as young Muslims face day in day out. What I mean is that
they interact with you like they really know your situation
but with the wisdom that is beyond what many of us receive
back at home.
I view my experience at ALIM, among other things, as a launch
pad to greater Islamic knowledge. I thank all the people
involved with this program. They did a wonderful job. They
rekindled my thirst for Islamic knowledge."
~ Ismail Husain
"My experience at the ALIM program likens unto dawn:
just as the radiate, burning sphere sun with its tenuous
strands of light ascends above the darkness of an early
morning sky cloaked with the massive expanses of gray morning
clouds, bathed with feigning white celestial lights and
sprinkled with distant, seemingly imperceptible stars to
efface the blackness of twilight, so has the ALIM program—with
its unorthodoxy being the metaphorical strings of light—succeeded
in shedding some much needed illumination into the oblivion
of my dim comprehension of this truly beautiful religion
and of humanity in its entirety. This program has bestowed
upon me not only a deep, resounding love for Islam, its
history, and its contributors, not only a sense of brotherhood,
but ALIM has also endowed me with a profound comprehension
of humanity, the true human experience, and—most importantly—my
places within the latter two. In the company of the scholars,
doctors, and Muslims from literally around the world, I
learned the true essence of the religious experience. Listening
to and participating in animated lectures and discussion
of relevant historical analyses and controversial contemporary
issues infused me with a more pristine, mature and realistic
mentality, as oppose to the ignorant and quixotic mentality
I found myself harboring and feeding at the outset of my
conversion (or reversion). The weekly jaunts to local mosques
and community centers in the Detroit area opened my encrusted
eyes to the varying actualities of the Muslim presence in
America. Lastly (but surely not least), the presence, intimacy
and proximity of mythical scholars of Islam—with their
resonating profundity of speech and insight--energized and
strengthened my conviction (imam).
It is with immense and utter despair that I must recognize
and come to terms with the reality of Time, its potency
over man (surely by Allah’s will), and its inevitable
impact on the totality of all creation. I watched with great
remorse as the light of ALIM—much like the sun—slowly
set behind the horizon of time, distance, and circumstance.
I watched as newfound friends and stellar, intellectual
imparters of wisdom waltzed out my Life. I watched with
regret as another influential epoch of life and of my Muslim
experience faded beyond the darkness and into the abyss
of the Past. The finality of lectures, group meals and photos,
twilight soccer games, and sessions of “Taboo”
enveloped me with an deep sense of despondency. However,
despite this inevitable, the wisdom and knowledge that ALIM
has provided me will always burn brightly and with an unceasing
fervor (Insha’Allah—God willing). Now, though
the program for me has long ended and though it has long
since sunken below the seemingly infinite vastness of time
and space, the knowledge and understanding rest and is ingrained
perennially in my heart and mind. Invigorated and Revitalized
I am…and thus shall I make a difference."
~ Yunus
"I believe that what is taught at the ALIM Program
is something that every young Muslim should learn. The fact
is, a typical Sunday school education, while sufficient
to instill a sense of Islam in our youth, is often inadequate
to prepare the generations of Muslims who grow up in America
to reconcile their Islamic heritage and their everyday realities
of living here. Having gone through the institutions of
higher learning in America, I found both the substance and
style of what was taught at ALIM especially relevant. Many
times, Muslim responses to criticisms fall short of the
intellectual rigor necessary to engage in any meaningful
discourse. Especially in light of the current world's view
of Islam, apologetic answers simply won't cut it anymore.
However, that is not to say that Islamic tradition is irrelevant;
indeed, it is the foundation from which any consequential
discussions can take place. What I liked most about the
ALIM Program, therefore, was it's extensive (given the amount
of time available) treatment of the traditional sciences
and Islamic history so as to give students grounding in
our past. Throughout the learning process, many contemporary
(and often controversial) issues were raised and the scholars
did a remarkable job of critically engaging the students
to look beyond polemics and platitudes in order to uncover
the real essence of issues. For example, issues that many
Muslims living in the West have difficulties justifying
to our non-Muslim friends were tackled head on and thoroughly.
The scholars were serious, humorous, terse, garrulous, cordial
and sometimes downright brutal—but always engaging
and enlightening
In addition to the classes, there are other aspects of the
program as well. The camaraderie and 'asabiyah' that we
developed are something that can only be had in an environment
like this. The food was alright and the planning and coordination
hit a few snags. And I can only imagine that the reason
for living where we did was to give us a sense of how hot
hell must be. But the purpose of the program was to teach
us about Islam in all its aspects. In that sense, it achieved
it purpose and more. JazakAllah"
~ Zubair Chao
"As a counselor and first time attendee of the ALIM
program, I am going to have to write two reflections, one
as a student and the other as a counselor.
I feel very lucky to have had the chance of being the
brothers’ counselor for the 2006 ALIM program. I think
I can take bragging rights in saying that our group of guys
was probably the best group any previous ALIM year has seen.
After going through some ice breakers and trying to get
to know some of the students and seeing them interacting
with themselves, I started to see a high potential for good
chemistry and mutual respect in our group. My approach from
that point on was just to take a more laid back and minimal
approach in terms of imposing rules and regulations, and
allowing more space for friendship development and bonding.
I found this to be very effective in creating a positive
atmosphere that was continuously uplifting and encouraging
towards one another. We definitely bonded quickly as a group,
and all shared the responsibilities of waking each other
up for fajr, setting up the lecture halls and other fun
related stuff. Again, I did not have to do much.
Even though my counselor responsibilities took a good
deal of my time, my primary goal in attending the program
was to benefit as a student – and that I definitely
did. Though there was so much material I had never been
exposed to, even the material that I was familiar with beforehand
was taught in a way that was new and original in its applicability
to our society and times. More than anything I feel I have
built a foundation of knowledge and understanding that will
be the base of future studies and readings. My only regret
is not having attended ALIM before."
~ Kiarash
"It’s often the sudden, last minute decisions
that can have a lasting effect on one’s life. My decision
to come to ALIM was just that. I decided just a few days
before the beginning of the program to attend, and was quite
unsure what to expect. As I went through the program, I
realized just how much of a paradigm shift needs to occur
in order for our communities to flourish. From Dr. Jackson’s
Sirah class to Sheikh Ali’s account of the development
of Aqidah, I was introduced to an entirely new perspective
of traditional knowledge.
My experience at ALIM was unlike any other because
the knowledge that I gained far transcended what can be
captured within the confines of a book. The factual knowledge
we gained was complemented by a deeper understanding of
the intricacies of the deen. ALIM provided an unbiased,
often times painfully true view of Islam and Muslims. On
one hand I was forced to break out of my comfortable bubble
and face up to the challenges that Muslims face in establishing
a strong and lasting identity in America. On the other hand,
the scholars inspired us with their brilliant insights and
thought provoking questions that empowered us to return
to our communities and work for effective change. The scholarship
of the teachers, their willingness to openly address any
pressing issues and their genuine concern for the intellectual
and spiritual development of their students led to an intense
learning experience. The former combined with the experience
of living with a dynamic group of incredibly smart and genuinely
kind girls allowed me to gain a better understanding of
myself, my religion and my relationship with Allah.
As I look back, I realize that there is nothing more
that I could have asked for from this experience. Coming
to ALIM was a last minute decision that I will definitely
benefit from for years to come."
~ Aisha Ahmed
"It’s hard to convey in words the frustration,
understanding, and love for Islam I felt at the end of this
program. Each day my Imam (frankly, the little I did have)
was put to the test--at times, ripped apart. Yet gradually
I found that this internal wrestling and introspection summed
into greater trust and faith in not only God, but myself.
As Imam Muneer memorably puts it, this is just like weight
lifting with your faith. Though our muscles and Imam will
be torn and sore, they will inevitably be stronger.
From the very first day I was enamored and humbled
by the scholars and fellow students. By the end of Dr. Jackson’s
seerah class I had genuine affection and respect for the
Prophet (pbuh). Truly, I had no idea I could feel such emotion
about the Prophet (pbuh), until Dr. Jackson described intimately
his death in Aisha’s arms. This is exactly how ALIM
feels: intimate. The renowned scholars will be within arms
reach, have lunch with you, laugh with you, scream at you,
and give you some of the most profound and personal thoughts
you will ever hear.
Yet, this is not the only source from which I drew
personal growth. I could not have asked for a warmer, smarter,
or kinder group of girls to have spent the summer with.
As cheesy as this probably sounds, the most difficult part
about ALIM wasn’t dealing with my understanding of
Islam being flipped upside down--as hard as that was; It
was saying goodbye to the girls."
~ Ammara Abbasi
"ALIM 2006 was an experience that I’ll never
forget, only because I feel I’ve learned what I wouldn’t
have been able to anywhere else. Not only do the scholars
teach you more here than they would in a university, but
you benefit from the motivated and intellectual atmosphere
that they bring as well. Everyone attending is here for
the same purpose: to learn from some of America’s
best Muslim scholars. And this shared incentive allows us
to build relationships and bonds that you won’t find
anyone else.
I’ll never forget the people I met here and the
experiences we had together, and Inshallah I’ll be
seeing more of them in the future. I will take everything
I learned from this program, both in and out of the classroom,
with me forever. And I feel like I’ve gotten the inspiration
I’ve always needed to explore the many facets of my
Muslim identity. Islam’s rich history and vibrant
culture are very important for our interpretation of it
today. Only when we truly understand all of this, can we
really seek fulfillment and contentment as Muslim Americans
in today’s world. The scholars do a wonderful job
in laying the foundations for this type of understanding,
and if given the opportunity to do so, I highly recommend
that you take it!"
~ Annum Masroor
"Within one month, the ALIM program succeeded in tearing
down almost every fabric of the foundation of my Islam and
forced me rebuild it, piece by intricate piece. This slow
reconstruction put me in a situation to reexamine my beliefs
and perceptions of Islam, people, and the world. ALIM worked
to correct misconception, offering a diverse unrestricted
display of the realities of Islam. The program did more
than simply present the rulings and the facts, but it also
demonstrated the workings and processes of Islam. Providing
an intimate environment, ALIM also gave me the opportunity
to be surrounded by the company of diverse students and
a team of the some of the most brilliant and insightful
scholar, who challenged my intellect and my values. After
physical, emotional, and mental exhaustion, I have secured
a better understanding and appreciation of the multiple
aspects of Islam, its resilience and pluralistic nature.
Throughout, this whole process, I have gained memories,
gone through experiences, and met people I will never forget.
"
~ Hamnah T Siddiqui
"I came to ALIM to improve my relationship with
Allah. On the surface it would seem that ALIM's intellectual
approach would not create an environment suited to this
goal. However, ALIM scholars have given me a perspective
that I know will inform my personal relationship with Allah
as well as my dealings with my community and the world.
Having a better understanding of the sources of Islamic
knowledge such as the Quran and Hadith have strengthened
my faith. Understanding how the Prophet and his successors
were human being with both strength and nobility has given
me hope. Lastly, the sisterhood earned by spending a month
in a shared pursuit of knowledge and understanding is invaluable.
I leave ALIM with a better understanding of my purpose as
a Muslim in my world and an appreciation of the dedication
of ALIM organizers and scholars."
~ Sara Mujahid
"Just as many of the people before me ALIM transformed
my perspective on Islam. Dr. Jackson, Sheikh Ali, and Imam
Muneer together provided a good balance of the traditional,
the provocative, the old and the new. The scholars and organizers
provided a safe space to analyze and question my Islamic
beliefs, and constantly challenged every student to do so.
Not only did I benefit from the classes, but the diversity
of people I met and the impressions they made on me made
my experience rewarding. Our Friday field trips and extracurricular
activities provided an opportunity to foster new friendships
and reflect on many of the subjects we learned in class.
ALIM's overall message of tolerance and self evaluation
will stay with me forever, inshallah. I encourage everyone
to take time out of their schedules and attend ALIM--it
is extremely difficult to walk away from this experience
without being eternally changed."
~ Anonymous
" I'll admit that I came into this program oblivious
to the problems of our society and not knowing what I can
do to improve or where I can start. The first thing I learned
was that I have to improve myself then understand the bigger
picture before I can bring any sort of effective change
to my community. When I was told that I was one of the youngest
ones, it made me have second thoughts about coming to ALIM
because I felt I wouldn't know what I was going learn about
and how I was going to handle it. I'll admit it was overwhelming
in the beginning with the different teaching styles of the
scholars which I believe was very effective in the end.
The scholars left a lasting impression on my mind which
I believe was very effective. I not only learned about the
many aspects of Islam but also myself and other sisters
who came from different backgrounds with different experiences
to share. Now, I'm leaving with new good habits, meaningful
friendships, and a different perspective of the world. I'm
glad I came."
~ Anonymous
"I have never felt as young as I have this summer at
ALIM. At age 16, I am definitely the youngest, with some
students who are only a couple of years older, and some
who are double, maybe even triple my age. What I can say
now, at the end of ALIM is that I learned a lot, not only
from the scholars about my religion, but from the mature
Muslim environment that I was surrounded by. I leave ALIM
with not only a new sense of Imam and a number of new friends,
but with a knowledge that has given me stronger means of
representing my religion. For some of the elder attendees,
ALIM must have definitely been a great program, but for
me at the age I am at, it was a life changing experience.
I love and will miss every student, every scholar, and every
organizer at ALIM, and I can sincerely say that my summer
at ALIM is one that I will never forget."
~ Nushmia Khan
"Looking back at this month there are several
aspects of ALIM that come to mind: the scholars’ intriguing
classes, the sisterhood, the Friday field trips, and the
deep discussions outside of class. Each one of us comes
in to this program with our own vision of Islam and the
scholars help you critically evaluate what you know. The
scholars each have their unique style in presenting their
perspective on Islam: Dr. Jackson’s dynamic stories
and lectures on the Seerah, Imam Muneer’s engaging
class discussions, and Sheikh Ali’s warm approach
to Fiqh. This program inspires you to continue on your quest
for knowledge and to be a more active Muslim within your
community."
-Mariam Siddiqui
"I came into ALIM with an arrogant, tempo-centric,
self-righteous state of mind and left extremely humbled
and empowered. Dr. Jackson’s dynamic narrative brought
the Seerah to life and instilled within me a deeper appreciation
for our beloved Prophet (SAW), not only as a role model
but as a human. Dr. Fareed forced me to question the very
reason of my existence and beliefs. At times, it seemed
like my world was crumbling around me. However, the critical
analysis of my beliefs and the many facets of Islam enabled
me to appreciate the complexity and pluralistic nature of
this deen and everything seemed to come back together. It
is with this renewed and holistic view of Islam that I leave
ALIM."
~ Nur Zeinomar
"Alhumdulillah, Jazakallah Khair to ALIM staff
and organizers. I have benefited in ways known (discovered),
unknown (not yet discovered). The multi dimensional look
at belief and practices was profoundly ingeniously implemented.
The communitive commonalities brought about the greatest
sense of awareness, appreciation, closeness…..
The bonds among both professors, students, brother
to brother, sister to sister where both unsolicited and
unabatedly obtained."
All praises to Allah
Jazakallah khair
May Allah grant us all light upon light
~ Zubaidah
"I can’t tell you how I’ve changed through
the ALIM program or how it has affected me. Quite frankly,
I’m just not sure yet. I know I have changed, rather
then feeling that I have, but I know I will become more
aware of the extent ALIM has changed me once I am back at
home, and struggling to implement what I’ve learned
this past month. There are things you learn at ALIM you
know you’re not going to bring up at dinner or at
the next community gathering, but there are things that
you know will forever impact the way you see Islam and the
Muslim around you. Now we are about to embark on ALIM stage
II, dealing with what we’ve learned away from the
isolated environment of Madonna University.
I know the way I look at Islam will never be the same.
Right now, though, I’m still reeling, trying to contextualize,
associate and define, but I’m sure I will have to
go over all my notes, the recordings, and handouts to truly
get the most out of the ALIM experience. There is only so
much you can understand and retain while being sleep deprived.
The “mental furniture” that has been shifting
this past month will finally get a chance to settle down,
once the mere threat of having the rug pulled out from beneath
me has dissipated.
Nothing can be completely perfect, of course. I definitely
have regrets, like not participating more in class and in
discussions. But all the good I’ve gleamed from the
program, such as being in great classes and meeting some
wonderful people, outweigh any and all regrets. Before I
came I thought coming to ALIM was just an opportunity that
once shouldn’t pass up. Now I know that’s true."
~ Anonymous
" For me, ALIM was more than just an enlightening
academic program in Islamic studies. It was the development
of a new mindset, a new way of looking at Islam and my relationship
with Allah. Over the course of just one month I felt a major
evolution take place within me as I was continually exposed
to the many different facets and interpretations of Islamic
studies. Rather than endorse one particular understanding,
the scholars challenged me to open my mind to differences
of opinion and to come to my own educated conclusions. Furthermore,
the scholars took my understanding of Islam to a higher
level by placing it in the context of real life circumstances
(rather than just abstraction) and constantly integrating
major life lessons into the subject matter.
It is clear that their well-developed teaching methods
have grown from extensive experience and a sincere commitment
to the intellectual and spiritual development of their students.
I particularly appreciate the way in which the scholars
challenged my biases and assumptions and showed me how to
detect and address them within myself. Thus I feel prepared
and empowered to engage in my faith more critically and
honestly, and to agonize through difficult issues in a constructive
way. I no longer feel intimidated by my faith, but rather
I feel closer to it and more excited to learn more about
it. Now that the scholars have provided me with the "big
picture" of Islam, it is my job to make sure that I
never lose sight of it as I continue developing my relationship
with Allah, my relationships with others, and trying to
make a meaningful contribution to this world. Lastly, I
feel that ALIM has combined the best of both academic and
religious studies. This accomplishment is so rare and yet
Muslim-Americans are in such dire need of it.
The most important things I am taking from this program
are a deep confidence in my Muslim-American identity and
a phenomenal network of diverse and dedicated students who
are now to me like family.
~ Sarah Rashid
"Having had attended ALIM in the past I was certain
that I knew exactly what I was getting into. Thirty days
of learning, fun, bonding, and exciting activities. A tough
first week, a black out in the middle of the program, ending
with an emotional departure that caught me by surprise.
That was what I had expected coming into the program this
year… only this year was going to be different. As
counselor this year, I had the responsibility of making
sure twenty one girls have a summer just as amazing as the
one I had experienced three years earlier. Little did I
know this year would be entirely different for me. Week
one was right on target, it felt like a year. The next three
weeks brought a lot of fun times and a perhaps a few troubles
as it flew by. I had to keep one thing in mind that my only
intention was to make this experience as beautiful for others
as it was for me.
The group of sisters presented to the ALIM program
this year were amazing. Each unique in her own way and each
very independent and strong. From the start I thought, “I
know I’m lucky to have an amazing group like this
one”. As you each go your own ways, I only ask this
of you, please remember the good times you had here. Never
forget the difficulties we faced, as they are lessons to
us all, something we will one day look back at and think,
just maybe we are stronger because of it. Remember the friendships
you have made, remember the classes you learned so much
from. Remember your teachers, forgive their shortcomings,
remember their enthusiasm and energy and remember to pray
for them. I ask you each to remember that I wanted to give
you each an experience that you would treasure and I want
you to know that all those involved wanted the best for
you.
As we part, remember that my feelings have not changed.
I love you each dearly for the beautiful people that you
are. I will continue to pray for you each, for your success,
and for your happiness. Always remember that the bonds you
made here are ones that are unique; they are special, a
blessing, never forget that. Remember each other in your
duas. Remember all the laughs, perhaps some tears, and that
strange feeling inside you that you felt on the last day
as you bid a temporary farewell to your life long sisters
who you were blessed to meet just twenty eight days earlier.
Stay in touch with each other and always remember each other
in your duas. You are on this earth for the same purpose
and facing many of the same challenges. You are each other’s
strength now, honor that blessing and responsibility and
thank Allah (SWT) for it every day. May Allah (SWT) bless
you and protect you all always."
Much Love, your sister,
~ Hanaa
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